Thelightofluv, 42

Is it possible for a man to love someone like me. Who am I? I am a decent respectful young woman. I am not perfect in any way. I can say I do tend to hold back on expressing my feelings. I curse, I know it's a bad habit that I am trying to break. I'm overweight! I'm working on that too. I'm not completely independent as of yet. I haven't completed college yet. These are all things I am willing to change. I just need someone to give me the chance. Is there someone out in this world that is willing to focus on the positive qualities that I possess. I am a very smart well spoken individual. I'm a great mother,I have a warm heart,My heart is full of love for the right man.I'm willing to compromise on things. I believe love is a powerful word and should not be used in vain. I believe love is growth and respect. I believe love should be shared equally between partners. I know love is also patient. And this is why I am doing my best to be patient. But its very hard. I want to be loved. Am I asking for too much. When I lay in the bed the next time I want him to have true feelings for me. I want him to be honest with me. I want him to want a lasting relationship. I want to laugh with him. I want to share all of me with him and I want him to do the same. I want us to have a bond that can't be broken..............