1nicewoman4u, 64

sierras I moved to the sierra to start a farm and raise my boys.I've had Fybro. since a major spinal injury in "86".I have been dealing with it and spinal problems for 24 years, but I still run a farm, household, home school, and find something to laugh about everyday, without pain killers/meds.The farm is ours.We have no debt.I haven't dated in 5 years and the thought of starting again scares the sh!t out of me, but here I am again, lol.Almost anything I want to do lately involves having a good man. He would have to honor his woman and be looking for permanence.I think we would both be happier if he was disabled so our limits wouldn't be a problem.I am mostly white(little Hawiian/Somoan)but was raise Mexican and Native. Maybe if he raised the same we would see eye to eye and have similar values.I miss cuddling/nook-nook so much.He'd have to be real into it or I would get on his nerves.I love watching the hawks and ravens here while trying to get a glimpse of our bear, coyotes, mountain lions,I would love to spread a blanket down on the ground in my own yard and stare up at the stars but do not feel safe doing this alone in Mariposa.I'd rather hang around the farm than go where the "people are" except family things,BBQ's, small pow-wows and events.I'm wanting a homebody.He doesn't have to be superman, but he does have to care about our well being and have balls. I love cooking big meals but I've found I don't like doing it alone anymore.
If he is into sustainable living that would be great too as we are about 3 years from our goal and it would be nice to have some support, especially in these times,lol.
If he is not wealthy then maybe he would understand why we do the things we do and don't do what we don't do and about how important the old ways are to us.
We live as honorably as we can everyday and he has to be honorable.
He can't need anger management.
He has to have a sense of humor or he will go nuts with us, lol.
We have drama but are working o